Reflection

I have come curiously close to the end, downBeneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole,Defeated, I concede andMove closerI may find comfort hereI may find peace within the emptinessHow pitiful It’s calling me… And in my darkest moment, fetal and weepingThe moon tells me a secret – my confidantAs full and bright as I amThis light is […]


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Lateralis

Black then white are all I see in my infancy.red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me.lets me see.As below, so above and beyond, I imaginedrawn beyond the lines of reason.Push the envelope. Watch it bend. Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I […]


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Faaip De Oiad

"I, I don’t have a whole lot of time. Um, OK, I’m a former employee of Area 51. I, I was let go on a medical discharge about a week ago and, and… [chokes] I’ve kind of been running across the country. Damn, I don’t know where to start, they’re, they’re gonna, um, they’ll triangulate […]


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Stinkfist

Something has to change. Un-deniable dilemma. Boredom’s not a burdenAnyone should bear. Constant over stimulation numbs me Just, not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I said, I don’t want it. I just need it. To breathe, to feel, to know I’m alive. Finger deep within the borderline. Show me that you love […]


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4 Degrees

Get up and free yourself from yourself. Locked up inside you, like the calm beneath castles, is a cavern of treasures that no one has been to. Let’s go digging. Bring it out to take you back in. You won’t do what you’d like to do. Lay back and let me show you another way. […]


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Die Eier Von Satan

Eine halbe Tasse StaubzuckerEin Viertel Teelöffel SalzEine Messerspitze türkisches HaschischEin halbes Pfund ButterEin Teelöffel VanillenzuckerEin halbes Pfund MehlEinhundertfünfzig Gramm gemahlene NüsseEin wenig echter Staubzucker… und keine Eier In eine Schüssel gebenButter einrührenGemahlene Nüsse zugeben undDen Teig verkneten Augenballgroße Stücke vom Teig formenI’m Staubzucker wälzen undSagt die ZauberwörterSimsalbimbamba Saladu Saladim Auf ein gefettetes Backblech legen undBei […]


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Pushit

I will choke until I swallow…Choke this infant here before me.What is this but my reflection?Who am I to judge and strike you down? But you’rePushing and shoving me.You still love me and you pushit on me. Rest your trigger on my finger,bang my head upon the fault line.Take care not to make me enter.’cause […]


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Schism

I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them fall awayMildewed and smoldering. Fundamental differing.Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motionDisintegrating as it goes testing our communicationThe light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us soWe cannot see to reach an end crippling our communication. I know the […]


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